Decisions!!!

Decisions!!!
Having to leave to go to work or staying with your child at the hospital?
I know that it is a hard decision for me. I feel guilty for leaving him alone in the hospital. Of course I know that the nursing staff is there and they do such a great job looking out for him. BUT it is still hard for me.
I can't let it affect me the wrong way by feeling guilty. That serves no one positively. We have to do what we do. I make sure before I leave that I tell him that I love him. I let him know when I will return and that he can always get a hold of a nurse with the button. Once I walk outside in the cool, sunny day it refreshes me. I am able to relax, take a deep breath, let the sunlight warm my face. It really does make me feel good. It picks me up so that I can be there for him during the nighttime.
There is nothing wrong with taking time for  yourself. We all need that so we can better help them.

Please don't feel guilty. Re-energize yourself, get that sun, wind and air into your body. We need to stay healthy not only for them but for us also.

Be Happy... Be Positive...